i think i might just need a place for deep emotional thoughts (aka emo babbling) and honestly, where's a better place for emo than good old livejournal? nowhere? that's what i thought ( Read more... )

i didn't really remember this existed. then i found myself at home, sitting in my room, and alone. that never happens. i decided i needed to write. that rarely happens. so i'm writing, more to myself than to anyone else, but posting it here just for fun ( Read more... )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 33% Stability |||||||||| 40% Orderliness |||||||||| 40% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70% Mystical |||||||||||| 43% Artistic |||||||||| 36% Religious |||||| 23% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76 ( Read more... )

i go back to seattle in 3 weeks and 3 days.

this room smells like guinea pig. it's gross.

i'm exhausted. i'm miserable. i'm alone.

i have one summer job. i need a second.

clare comes to visit tomorrow. i hope i'm awake by then.

i want to start an emo band just so i can write a song called the gaping hole in my trampled heart. it would be ( Read more... )

i am so confused.

it's early february.

it should be cold. it should be gray. it should be raining.

it was over 80 degrees today. i got sunburnt.

in february.

what?

presenting.... a week in the life of... me ( Read more... )

it took significantly less time to get stupid schedule stuff figured out this quarter. although it ended with significantly more random classes. i'm sorta happy though ( Read more... )

i lost my phone, so if i'm supposed to have your number you should probably give it to me.

after he stopped answering or returning my calls for almost 3 weeks, i finally decided to track down dylon on my own. i went to his apartment building on wednesday, saw his car, parked there, and waited for him. he came out of his apartment with some other girl. we talked for about 2 minutes. he apparently thought that never speaking to me again ( Read more... )

that boyfriend of mine came to visit. kinda. he spent more time in san francisco than santa cruz. sigh.

back to seattle in 6 days and 9 hours.

i think im getting sick. not cool.

im supposed to have a 6 page paper done for a class at 2. i havent started it yet. or done the reading its based on. oops.