Ahem... anyway, I found bit of writing in my journal from 10/27/06 ( Read more... )

I called him yesterday, entirely of my own accord, to ask if he could "please take of my money from the bank and send it to me." I was not scared. I did not get that feeling in my stomach, that heavy, empty feeling I could not forget the rest of my life even if I tried. I just picked up the phone, dialed quickly, and said, "It's Kayleigh." I said ( Read more... )

I took this Enneagram test that was supposed to tell me about my personality...

( And I've never been described so well! )

( Maybe everything's exactly the same... )

Kelly saved me from freaking out completely. She is right, though. You can't resist something that never happened and say you won. I have to give things a chance and stop analyzing everything all the time. I'm just so scared of everything ( Read more... )

Lately it's occurred to me exactly what went wrong.
I realized I compromised, I sacrificed far too much for far too long.

Never again, not in this life, will I be taken twice.
Never again, not on your life, will I make that same mistake.
I can't make it twice.

So why am I still scared that I might?

It is my first computer lab of the year with Kelly Ann! Ah, how reminiscent of Creative Writing II last year. But I looooooooooooooooooove her, and her crazy life-ness ( Read more... )

That was the worst paper EVER. I have resigned myself to this.
But it is DONE. And that is somewhat of a relief, I suppose.
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I wish my mother would stop overreacting every time the slightest thing is wrong. She can never believe that I am doing okay when I've been fine for weeks. But when something happens, rarely, it's "just like last year," and I hate it. Not everything that goes wrong is like last year. Stop saying that, it makes me feel worse, and I'm going to start ( Read more... )

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