It was a month ago today, the last time I wrote.
well you guessed it. the only reason im writing in this...

6 beautiful months baby.
....no words can describe them...
wonderful.
amazing.
perfect.
breath taking.
^
I like that one.

Thank You Ryan Jay.
It seems imposible to explain the way you make me feel.
I feel more alive today, than the day I was born. 
You ( Read more... )

5 Months ago today ( Read more... )

wow..its been a while.

This weekend

Friday-
K-la's mouth hurt. no show.
went to the game with my love.
it was cold. it was a shut out.
it was a waste of 4 dollars.
went back to Rys and spent the night chillen there.

Today-
went to the mall.
looked at some new nose rings.
layed around with my love.
lol life story.

Tomorrow-
by myself.
dyeing my hurr.
and possibly ( Read more... )

where have you gone.
im not liking this stranger youve become.

Love. Makes you do crazy things.

hmm. friday. sounds delicious.

I Fucking Love you Ryan Jay Suarez.

True story.<3

gossssssshhh.
so. sunday. appointment-2.-nose.
umm. summer- Cali. -stoked.

yep. my life is incredible.
and so is my boyfriend.=)

umm other than that.
today - chillaxed with love.
home around 7. 
excersized. yep. need to lose weight.

read my book.
planned our future.

all in all.
a beautiful day.
jealous much?

Umm.
Im siick.
I feel like shiit.
Feels like my chest is caving in.
Yet breathing is farthest from my mind.
I miss him. So much it hurts.

My 8 year old cousin has a tumor.
Keep him in your prayers. or Fuck off.

Tomorrow is sunday.
yay.
the end.

Well this weekend was one of firsts.
I spent the entire weekend with my friends.
Even though I was away from my love, 
I will admit, I had a blast...
Friday
Hung out with Kendal. 
Drank loads of coffee..
Sprayed Casey with silly string For her birthday.
Hung Out With MY ONE AND ONLY.
Went back to Caseys for a bomb fire.
Prolly the best time I have had with ( Read more... )