First day of finals really sucked.. I missed my first one, too! My stupid bus was a half an hour late so I couldn't get into the room.. FUCK! So, trying to find time to make that one up. I got a B+ for science finals.. not bad, eh?

This was in one of Johns entries, and I thought it was a good idea.. So, here you go ( Read more... )

I'm working on a short story, and I thought it was pretty good.. so did Krista (insert smile here) But Denise ('mom') didn't like it.. at all. I'm just going to put it on here, so if anyone has any feedback, good or bad, it would be greatly appreciated.. I'm my own worst critic ( Read more... )

Transylvanian Concubine

Rasputina

If you want to know how
To fly high, then go now
To the place where all the concubines
Meet and converse with them,
Marvel at their pale skin,
Wonder how they chew on their pointy
Teeth and hair are beauty,
They know it's their duty,
To be countess in their hearts and their
Minds that have to whisper,
See in ( Read more... )

Not a bad evening. Not bad at all.

Though, there isn't much going on either.. lol

Denise hasn't been home, which has made me even happier!

Eh.. Yeah, I think I'll go to bed.. lol

Oh yes, one more thing:

Congrats on finishing the FM radio, Ryan! *Insert applause here*

Nick: You're useless, what are you good for ( Read more... )

I was home alone all day. Not a bad thing, for sure. I desperately needed the alone time to just clear my head and think

about what's going on. Of course, a lot is going on, and there is no way around it.

I felt kind of psychotic for sitting at the end of my bed for most of the day, but that's just what I did.

I cried when I thought of how it ( Read more... )

Yeah, things aren't any better.. I've mostly kept to myself lately. But talking to friends has helped a bit..

My foster mom keeps calling me crazy because I'm bipolar. And it just occured to me: I should be more sad then I am.

Like, some people would think that I'd be practicly suicidal. But I wouldn't give anyone that satisfaction.

I always seem ( Read more... )

First block I went to the nurses office to get a bag of ice and a tylenol because the brooze on my neck on getting darker and it hurts like a bitch, so the nurse asked me where I got it, and I told her the truth. Then she asked about the scratch under my right eye.. I told the truth ( Read more... )

I'm having the worst night.

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

I need to fucking take a breake from everything.
This is fucked up for me to have to put up with
shit on my own. I need helo sometimes, you know?Ugh