i get a newsletter from a site called liquidgeneration.com. this is my first one. i laughed my ass off, and its only the opening pages of it ( Read more... )

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today, im going fourwheeling. yes, thats right. and i cant wait. at lex's. it flooded yesterday, so we didnt get to go, but today. today ( Read more... )

im going insane. called scott. like, a minute ago. yes, at midnight. it took me almost thirteen hours to work up the nerve. i said "do you miss me?" and he said "every single day of my life. dont you miss me?" and i said "of course i do." and then this horrific, torturous silence....it was like three seconds, but it felt like 3 years. i thought i ( Read more... )

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youd think i was on some serious medication. im going crazy. my brain just wont quit. i tried to read earlier, read an entire page before realizing that i didnt take in a single word of it. so i stopped reading, and just stared at my ceiling for a while. this is what i came up with ( Read more... )

AAAHHH!! kaci i need you! BOY PROBLEM! HUGE BOY PROBLEM! what do i do? what do i say? what am i supposed to tell him ( Read more... )

i feel dead inside. i feel comletely isolated. like ive been pushed away from everyone else and im standing alone with no motivation to make things any different. i have no energy. nothing to look forward to. nothing to laugh about. no reason to smile. or crack a joke. or skip around. or be happy in any way. and i dont care. im content to just sit ( Read more... )

why are things the way they are? youve asked yourself a million times. youve sat on the edge of your bed, held your head in your hands and thought to yourself, why? why are things like this? is this meant to be this way? is there a reason, hidden, beneath a hide i cannot peirce? or is it something oh so much smaller, so much more insignificant...do ( Read more... )