these words ( Read more... )

bubba called. at six in the morning. said he was "checking up on me". i said, well, theres not much to check up on, becuase i was SLEEPING YOU FUCK. honestly. then he started whining about kenny "doing shit on the side." and i, me, 15 year old meghan, had to inform bobby, my 27 almost 28 year old cousin (who has lived in lynn his ENTIRE LIFE) that ( Read more... )

well. i did something interesting yesterday. i was online, and i hadnt logged in yet, so i hit "random" under search on the toolbar. and it brought me to a livejournal that was written in russian. some girl, i found out through some crazy decoding, her name is alexey, and shes from the russian federation--novosibirsk. isnt that crazy? so i found a ( Read more... )

because you couldnt make me into what you wanted me to be ( Read more... )

i wish i could write. something. something incredible, something that people would copy over and hang up on their walls, something that people would come back to again and again, just to read it once more. something amazing. anything. but i cant. i dont have it in me. i cant find the words, i cant peice together the sentences, i cant make the page ( Read more... )

well. yesterday. it was...a day. it was kind of good, i guess. i left the house at about nine, came home once for some clothes, and then wasnt home again until six. so i didnt have to see too much of my mom ( Read more... )

i think im going insane. my brain is just not clicking properly for some reason. its monday. woo hoo. now what? i cant go swimming....its too cold. my room is completely trashed. there is no order anymore. no distinct way to do things. it left. kaci called me ugly, and it was the coolest thing ever. and spencer wouldnt tell me anything about is ( Read more... )

waves of emotion ( Read more... )

raaaahhh! had the best day EVER! WEDGIE FIGHT!! with, none other than...SCOTTY! i laughed so hard, i would have peed my pants if my underwear wasnt up to my throat! no im kidding. it wasnt that bad. he almost drowned me though, hes a way better swimmer than i am. oh yeah, haha, it was in the pool, which made it better. im not kidding, i could look ( Read more... )

well now. here i am. tired. it is 8:04 am. i should be asleep. i should be sleeping four hours from now, and i shouldnt be waking up until noon. like i usually do. but i cant even do that anymore ( Read more... )