so....i hate hospitals a lot. i always have but i got to spend a whole day in one today when i was suppossed to have like a one hour procedure. i basically think the doctor messed up and cut me with an instrument which made me bleed for about 4 hours until they put me under to get stitches. it wasnt fun. i had to call a million people to get a ( Read more... )

i forgot some things that were important for my year ( Read more... )

So it's Christmas night, and i'm home alone at my apartment updating my journal! I bought a book on crocheting and was trying to teach myself but it's not going so well... I did the family Christmas Eve thing last night at my aunts house. we play this fun present exchange game but the past few years i've ended up with the odd presents. this year ( Read more... )

i guess i should update since i haven't in about two months. a few weekends ago i got a nice break and got to go to vegas! vanessa invited me because her fiance's family was there and since i'm the maid of honor she wanted me to help do some dress shopping and planning stuff. it was definantly nice to go swimming in october. i also had some ( Read more... )

I love my new place! well...i don't love Everything about it but in general, i love it. the building isn't great but my apartment is really spacious and i got it looking pretty cute. i love love love the privacy that i have. i think i've been in my underwear 80% of the time that i've lived here. when i get bored i just clean and unpack a ( Read more... )

In only 10 days I will be living in a one bedroom apartment. No more roomates, no more party houses, no more cock roaches(hopefully), and no more next door neighbors getting robbed at gun point. Even though I'll still be in clifton I think I'll feel a lot safer in an apartment building. I'll also still be close to my friends, and also, I'll be ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in so long! This weekend was my birthday, it was pretty good even though nobody really wanted to go out. I had a good dinner and had fun with the three people that did go out to the bar. Saturday I went to this huge pool party. There was a DJ and free food and alcohol. It was sooo packed. We could barely stand in the pool... ( Read more... )

i've decided that this crazy weather makes me depressed. i can't believe the other week i was laying out in my bikini, sweating, getting a tan and it snowed on saturday night! pretty much right after i walked into the snow i started getting depressed and have been the past few days. it could also be all the other shit happening in my life, but i ( Read more... )

so i got the worst news ever. my dad's cancer decided to spread to his lung. i have to wait like 2 weeks to find out how bad it actually is and that really sucks. they are going to take the spot they see out but if there are cancer cells around it it's probably going to take over his lung. they probably wont remove his lung because that's a big ( Read more... )

I haven't had the internet for weeks. I don't know what's up...it sucks. I lost my cell phone this weekend. I'm not sure what happened but i was pretty drunk. Apparently I sat on a curb downtown when I was waiting to leave the bar...so it probably got stolen or ran over by a car. My poor phone ( Read more... )