Eff Livejournal. No one uses it anymore.

So pretty much I'm having a really hard time with this whole 'boyfriend gone in the military for fucking forever' thing. I hate him being gone all the time. It's so hard. I know I must have it a lot easier than he does, because of friends && family being here, but it's still rediculously hard. I hate it soo much. It's really hard not being able to ( Read more... )

So last night i had a dream i had a baby, I was preganant without all of the being pregnant stuff..? I'm not sure. it was a dream.lol.

FYI* I make pretty babies. lol

EDIT:

I've never been more confused in my life.
I dunno.
I dunno.
I dunno.
I dunno.
I just wish none of this had ever even started.
I want everything back the way it was.

i'm better.lol

Why do I feel like my whole world ended?

So it`s that time again.. my baby is leaving AGAIN. I need to get use to it but I dont think I`m gunna.. I love him soo much && it's hard being away from him. This time he'll be gone for liiiike 3-3 1/2 months. He's leaving for California tomorrow, he's flying into San Diego, then taking a bus to Camp Pendleton. He'll be there for about 3 weeks and ( Read more... )

So like, my boyfriend is amazing. I love him so much. yupp. Things are going good right now, he leaves in about a week, back to california for another 3-4 months, which sucks but i`m going out there to see him in like a month! yay! okay umm.. i dont really have anything else to talk about right now.. call me if you wanna hang out. COMMENT IF YOU ( Read more... )

Hmm.. so Tuesday night i leave to go to C A L I F O R N I A. Yupp, i get to see the LOVE of my life for the first time in 3 months! i`m soo excited! i miss him so much! Oh&&now he`s gunna be a badass maRine.. mHm. so umm.. other than that, i went shopping the past couple of days, got some cute stuff. I`m gettin all ready to go. Monday after she ( Read more... )

Everyone:

HE CALLED!

Ahh, I love him so much.
I can`t wait to go see him!!

2 more weeks!

p.s. i went shopping today and got new sunglasses. HOT. :)
oh yeah, and my mom officially doesnt give a shit about me :)

Love. :]

OKAY. THIS IS VERRY IMPORTANT. OMG I`M SHAKING. OKAY. CLICK THIS LINK. THEN COUNT THE 5TH GUY FROM THE BEGINNING. THATS MY BAAAAAAABY. Aww I miss him. :(

http://devildogs.info/0303%20L%203063.wmv

<333333
lOVE hiM.

a lil less than 3 more weeks!

Cali here I comeee.