So this past weekend John and I went back to Phoenix for a couple of reasons. 1 it was Amy Cross's birthday. and 2 for the Shallowpoint CD release show. OK So Friday was Amy's bday party. We went to the Improv and saw a really hilarious comedian but I forget his name. Then we went back to her house and drank. I got a little drunk so JOhn drove home ( Read more... )

OK well first and formost...I have a boyfriend now. His name is John and hes really sweet and cute. lol. I like him so much! Next So I drove back home to Phx today because my parents wanted me to spend my birthday at home. So Ashley calls and we go get Amy Evelyn and her friend and we go to Dick's Caberet. Which in case you didn't know, is a male ( Read more... )

So basically I went to two different high schools yesterday. Cuz I'm a nerd apparently.Went to Marcos to visit and get a text fromAshley "Bring me food!" SO I get her burger king and head over to Mountain Pointe. Meet some of her friends. All of a sudden I hear this "Ashley!" come from the crowd. Both of us turn to look and there's this girl waving ( Read more... )

Yeah so last night, Ashley and Nick decided to randomly drive up to Flagstaff to see me. Awww. Even though they had just seen me on Sunday morning. lol. So they leave at like nine and dont get here until; like midnight. Then they wanted to get drunk and i did too, but we couldn't find a buyer. So we sat around in my room for a while and then Nick ( Read more... )

So I had a great idea to go to bed early last night cuz I didn't sleep much the night before. Lay downwith the lights off around 1. Stare at ceiling for a while. Text me ex, Ben for some odd reason. Maybe just cuz it's cuz I'm used to calling him when I can't sleep. Well we didn't end up getting off the phone until 4:30. It was even more weird ( Read more... )

So Thursday night, walking back to my room from English with Nikki. She tells me that her and her boyfriend CJ broke up about two days ago. Awww. I'm sorry That sucks. SHe wasn't too upset about it. So then we get to talking about Josh and how I'm in love with him and I still really have feelings for him even though he doesn't want to be with me. ( Read more... )

So I'm at work right now. And for some odd reason when I glanced over the desk and scissors caught my eye, I felt the need to pick them up. Nasty little habbit #1 returns once again. Don't even know why I did it. Last night was fun and everything was all good. I drank about a 40 and a half and just chilled with friends. I've also returned to ( Read more... )

So yesterday was pretty cool. I didn't really do anything then Josh hit me up and we went a smoked a cigarette. Then we went into our friend Nikki's room and they were all in there rolling some joints. They were all amazed that I had never smoked weed in my entire life. lol. So I was just chillen in the room watching them roll joints when i ( Read more... )

Just saw The Notebook for the first time.

I cried.

Wish I could love like that.

Wish he could love me like that.

Someone should beat me for being such a hopeless romantic.

Going to bed. If I'm lucky I won't wake up.

YAY Josh is back in town!!! lol. Yes i know im a freak. BUt he was in Phoenix all weekend and i didn't get to see him until last night. It made me happy. So this weekend was ok. What was it...Friday night my friends and I went looking for a party and when we got there the keg was already tapped and since we had been driving around for a while ( Read more... )