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Wow lot has gone on...
Alright well here goes nothing! It's 2:30 and I want to b sleeping by 3 so imma try and hurry(:
I don't even know where to begin! First off i was trying to figure out when I started with my Ed which had been over a year ago. And it's sti a every day every second battle.
Sad part is how beyond bad things have gotten. I b/p probably on averAge 5 times ( Read more... ) -
Been a while
Well it's been a while and I've been busy telling my daily battles with my Ana buddies or writing in a journal I have hidden in my room. It has pictures of thinspiration and such I love it. I'm at 109.4 right now I was 108 about a week before the cruise but when we left I was at 110. I came home weighing a gross 115 and that's even after purging ( Read more... ) -
Been a while
Been meaning to write just not enough private time, it's past 1 and I have class at 8 it sucks. Haunt trained for running in a week fell snowboarding and my but is killing me! Tomorrow will b 1 week exact. Diet not going so well:/ I'll get there...the healthy wAy. 2 days ago not so healthy...earlier not so healthy but I'm sick with a sore ( Read more... ) -
Almost Christmas
Been stressing today, Had to much shit to eat and once again me n Justin r probably gonna get food once he gets here unless I can convince him otherwise...
Trying to send Melinda's gift really drove me crazy, took a shower to calm down then road the bike downstairs for 15 minutes. Still have yet to gone to the gym:(
Today I got my nails done with ( Read more... ) -
Annoyed
House is trashed, pit up the Christmas tree after tripping in the basement over shit. I need to b studying bio but I've been chilling most of the day. Im very irritated right now. Probably should eat but imma wait til dinner. Idk y I'm doing this to myself... Justin likes me the way I am... I weigh 115 which is 3. Pounds more then I did 2 years ( Read more... ) -
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Today has been a good day. In the eating and my health its okay. I feel I need to work out a lot which I don't at all right now..didn't eat anything til 2 grilled snack wrap from Mcd and sum fries. Today has been a rat race with trying go get into the medical assistant profrM... Complete he'll. It's almost 1 class at 730 am and I need to shower and ( Read more... ) -
The beginning
I really just need to let this out but idk how... I first need to master tipping on this I touch but I'm slowly developing bad eating habits And doing shit I know is bad for me idk if I should tell Justin or just see. If I can find a healthy balance. For my body....
On my mind:Justin is amazing was waiting for him to. Call took a half hour but I ( Read more... ) -
WOW!
So i deffinatly haven't done this in ages. I know like NO ONE reads this. but i wanted to suprise HAILY =D haha b.c im pretty sure see keeps up w. this ne everything. i dont see y ne one would want to read about my day.buttt hey. who knows someone could read this and be like WOW she posted a livejournal after 3483274892 years :) ok well im done ( Read more... ) -
plans down the drain once again....
Hey it sat night ( Read more... ) -
FRIDAY!!!! HECK YESs!
YEa it's friday ( Read more... )