ugh!

i feel awful! i wish i could go back and change so many things! i really do! i hate being fat and having low self -esteem! it sux! everything would just be so much better if i was happy, and skinny, and outgoing! instead of being.....well........me!

i swear i always forget about livejournal!

hmm....things have been okay..they could be better!

but for most part things are okay.

shes starting to lose count of how many times people have said, "It will get better ( Read more... )

hmmm things r okay, im supposed to be sticking to my diet but im not, i just woofed down a hot dog and a ginormous bowl of grits i was like beyond full ( Read more... )

okay well, v-day was fun, i went out to eat w/danyell and stacie, then saw "because i said so"...so funny!!!!!!! w/danyell, then went to the mall for a bit , then had dinner at yellies house w/ mom and dad, then went to the gym for a bit, then to demarcos and met his older sister and dad....then made out..lol....then go embarrased cuz his sister ( Read more... )

valentines day! mine was okay me and D didnt go out for dinner but we are going to go this friday......hopefuly if i dont have to work!...plzzzz let me not have to work!

im feel a little sick to my stomach....
gotta go

dear diary, (lol i might start all my entries that way ( Read more... )

well im in my marketing classs, and im soo bored!!! im too mad that i didnt bing my clothes for weight training, i was looking forward to getting my work out! damn it! i need exercise, anyways, i lost about 3 pounds..woo freaking whoo.....guh now i hhave to run after school! and work out at homw, or atleast try. damn it, i hope ms.smith doesnt make ( Read more... )

boooooooooooo im bored, and im grounded cuz my mom and dad are an ass! f-ing grr.
i might go for a jog soon. burn some fat. then a shower, then t.v then bed, or not!

man i didnt get breakfast since my bus was once again late...okay 3 minutes early! so im hungry!! and i forgot my pasta from alive garden at home, for my lunch! so no lunch!! grrr. but o well, ive been feeling very...heavy, so ill get over it, mabye ill have the pasta for dinner, or just skip it, and have it for lunch tomorrow!!!1 ( Read more... )