-
ouch.. that's all i can say at the moment.
i've forgotten what it felt like to be stabbed in the back..
what happened..
not one to hurt back even though it may seem more painful that way i think it's better of in the end.
i have no reason for hurting her back, it's pointless so i'm just closing off the relationship and leaving it alone.
new start for myself.
-
what am i doing??
scream!!!
i want something more!
more than.. this.
scream!!!
no point for hesitation,
i need to reach!
standing,
standing still,
and time flies too fast.
what am i doing??
when i really need to SCREAM!!!
let out what i desire,
i need something more.
more than this..
why am i not screaming? -
order plus explanation one
i'm gunna be single at least til the end of summer, hopefully..
but for now i'm making a list of guys i fancy, weather it's kinda sorta or alot, they'll be on here.
i'll remake and post a new entry whenever my feelings for some one change or i meet someone new.
kevin-
well, ha.. i think if you've read any previous entries you know how this one goes.. ( ( Read more... ) -
dear kevin,
Listen to my heart,
if the words stand far from perfect,
I’ll make them so,
until the beating stops,
till my heart explodes.
I’m growing.
And ever day,
I find a piece,
a piece of my life,
a piece that makes me, me.
You’ve been some of the biggest pieces along the way,
I’ve found you near and far,
scattered just about everywhere,
from the places I go,
to the ones ( Read more... ) -
crush list
well now that joe broke up with me i think gunna be single at least til the summer.
but for now i'm making a list of guys a fancy, weather it's kinda sorta or alot, they'll be on here.
(p.s. i may update frequently or every once in a while, we'll see how that goes.)
alex
cameron
josh h
josh p
kevin
lucas
paul
taran
thomas
tyler m
-
Look At Something Unnoticed
Nature Ballroom
Gentle breeze keep dancing,
gliding with the air in harmony.
You effect the still leaves,
laying on the wet pavement.
Inspiring them and my soul,
to dance with.
I begin to fall into bliss,
as the chimes of my mother’s love,
add their music in the dark but peaceful night,
ecstatic with life in it’s own little world.
Adding lyrics are my ( Read more... ) -
true love, holy crap that's a crazy word..(usually superfitial, I pretty much NEVER us it)
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
I want to be with kevin so badly, and one day i will be.
If things don't work out with Joseph, which i'm not sure if they will because of this, I'm going to have my uncle stay the night when I decide to do this and leave early in the morning to catch ( Read more... ) -
american beauty
write a review
