this old shits depressing

dayum its been a long fuckin time :)

you know how your supposed to lift up your feet and make a wish whenever you go over rail road tracks..well hmm do you think maybe you just wish the same wish so many times that it finally comes true? Hm just like the indians who did the rain dance to bring rain.they just fucking danced till it did..they were way fucked up off whatever they took. ( Read more... )

Ahhh dude. Last night was like...really good :] Akward at 1st..really akward and then it was cool then we went to sleep but I couldn't sleep for shit. I was too happy. Now he said he'll make me this happy all the time IF I stop doing druuuuugs!!!!! Too good to be true right? What the hell am I doing messing w/sXe kids anyways?! Fucking ( Read more... )

Daaamn my lj..hah well I come to write in this shit when I'm "down"..yea it kinda sucks my best friend's got her "gf"'s house to go to EVERY night while I'm just like here..and she'll come home to go out w/me or something but then shes back over there the second we even walk in the door...so this weeks been fucking gay..and Valetines day...daaaamn ( Read more... )

all this morning I've been thinking of my best friend...shes locked up and theres nothing at all I can do..and now I'm not even going to see her for about a year. and she hella bummed me out because the only person she called was her gf..not even me to let me know whats up..way heartbreaking..so I've beeen sitting here crying cause I'm fucking ( Read more... )

So I love all these little ska shows that always come up near my b-day..and outta all months when does ska circus come?! March :D My b-day is in March if you didn't know...so yall know I'ma be there...and did you know VIP is only 60 bucks? Yea can someone say birthday present?! I'ma be nagging my ma for that shit. Hella. Or I'll just get ( Read more... )

I hate people being mean to animals :[ So Chelsea's bro was gunna shoot this cat outside and hes all mad cause I woke Chelsea up to tell her he was gunna shoot it..poor kitty kitty :[ Thad suck if it died. Animal cruelty sucks.e.ven though I eat meat :]

I'm spending 4-5 hours in a car all the way to Cali..w/a mighty fine boy. And hes bringing his lil bro too...whcih means he can be my age since Jesse(sXe kid)is 19. Its like a surprise! This could be good. Mm Mm Mm that lil hXc kid is fine. But the downside? He also sXe. Well looks like me and Chelsea are gunna have to hold out smoking the ( Read more... )

Well last night was supposed to be good. The Aquabats show was alright. The show was good but the people just weren't there. Good days are dying definatly. I remember I could go up to a ska show alone and feel fine and know everyone and find someone to hang with quick. Now I dunno its just like I find a few friends and I feel like I'm just ( Read more... )