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cramps
WHY CAN'T I FIND A JOB -
it's raining
i've had a mopey day, i showered to tire out the internal nagging i walked outside into the rain, the grass was so cold, and my whole body was steaming, i looked up into the grey for so long ( Read more... ) -
pigs and wishes
I woke up from strange and confusing dreams, where I thought i was awake. that always makes it really hard to get out of bed and start my day, I am still in my pajamas ( Read more... ) -
uh
career? future? funny how i never used to give a shit, either what was wrong with me before, or what the fuck is my problem now?
I miss, I am lonely, bored, itchy, and my leg is asleep.
TJUTJGNGMGM -
I still hold the reigns
Fuck you for being insane, and fuck you for being a liar, and fuck you for being selfish, and fuck you because i can't let you go ( Read more... ) -
today
has been the happiest day yet! the sun is bright, it's nine degrees i made banana bread, and cookies! i listened to big band music and cleaned with my mom :) I called my bank, and I have my month planned JUST as i wanted it ( Read more... ) -
moreeeeeee
i was really hoping victor would come online ( Read more... ) -
ache!
My back hurts worse than it ever has, I am supposed to be up early tomorrow.
I havn't talked to victor in days, and my moon realized the truth.
I guess i should be relieved, But i really just feel shaken up and misunderstood.
Goooo figure.
Don't you feel it?
I hope to meet my love in my dreams again tonight, I need a kiss. -
jefferson alive!!!
tim, eric, newman are my best pals ( Read more... ) -
tickle on my neck
the last three weeks have been timeless,until the last two days, that feel twice as long as those three weeks did ( Read more... )