it's been awhile since i've updated.  currently, I have "a mild case of pneumonia" which i'm taking antibiotics for and prescription cough syrup with codine which makes me exhausted and loopy. and i'm grounded for the weekend because i've been slacking off in math. which sucks because it's tyler's birthday weekend, and now i won't be able to party ( Read more... )

tell me what you wanted to hear
let me do the right thing
let me do the wrong thing
and if it's ever this clear
i will only say it once

just say what you wanted to say
i cannot stand these talks dear
they only get us nowhere
it's never resolved
we only run around

what is it about human nature that makes it so easy to let go of things that are important in our lives, and so hard to let go of things that only hurt us ( Read more... )

The problem with my heart is I can't keep the thing in line ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in awhile. friday and saturday were so packed and amazing i have to write about it.

friday i went to school and then xc practice as usual. a couple hours later met up with alex joe mike matt bj and evan, who were all not completely sober except alex who was driving. we drove around for awhile being crazy and then alex dropped them ( Read more... )

keith left today. me and elaine went over to say goodbye to him, and he gave me a bunch of his clothes which is awesome because not only are they excellent but very comfortable. PLUS a signed running picture of him.
despite the happiness of the presents, it was really depressing. keith was the last of the group to leave, the few i hung out with ( Read more... )

you grew up and you sparkled ( Read more... )

this whole "i don't care about anything or anyone" act isn't working anymore

i'm lonely. i want someone to cuddle with.

hunger hurts, and i want him so bad, oh it kills
cause i know i'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
i got to fold cause these hands are too shaky to hold
hunger hurts, but starving works when it costs too much to love

and i went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb
looking for a little hope
baby said he couldn't stay, wouldn't put his lips to ( Read more... )

Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band::
belle & sebastian

Are you female or male:: chickfactor
Describe yourself:: i'm a cuckoo
How do some people feel about you:: she's losing it
How do you feel about yourself:: my wandering days are over
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: is it wicked not to care
Describe your current ( Read more... )