oh, brother.

[kayristee]

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[noiresque]

oh i'm so sorry kristee :/ *hugs* i really don't know what else to say. it's a horrible thing to have to go through for you, and i guess him, too. *sending positive energy to you*

[spottedmind]

I'm sorry to hear all this :\

I have an aunt who used for years and years. We never knew where she was until we got a call from jail which was sometimes years between. She just finally, after many relapses, got her life together; and she's in her 40's. She's been clean for a couple years now, busted her ass to get a nursing degree and is happy. Sometimes people won't change no matter how much you love them until they actually want to change..

Maybe he finally hit his bottom and the only way to go now is up...

I'll hope so anyway for the both of you, that he finds his way out of that hole and leaves it behind for good..and I hope you're as okay as you can be right now...i'm sure you don't need to talk to me about it but on the off-chance you do, just toss me an email..

Its a comedy of errors you see, its about taking a fall

[kiraelizabeth]

Its always these posts that catch me off guard. I open my friends page, expecting the usual. I, instead, get a picture of someone I have never forgotten, but placed in the back of mind as over, hopeless, unsure, not knowing where to go next

it's a long way, this downhill to death

[kayristee]

sometimes, i forget the fall. sometimes, i think it doesn't matter anymore and i've quit caring. these are the times i find my mouth open to scream, my palms dug into the pits of my eyes,
these are the times i realize
i've never stopped crying.

[annem0620]

i lost many people close to me because of heroin. some of my clients, who i had grown very fond of, and my cousin. heroin is a demon. i understand addiction well; it too is a demon. i wish you the best; hang in there.

[onyxwings]

i'm so sorry.
as always, if there is anything i can do... you know i'm here...