after thinking about it for a while, especially after considering some thoughtful advice from friends, i've decided to undelete this journal. there is a lot of history saved here, and the truth is, i don't want to lose it. however, i do want some distance from it, and i want to mark a real ending point. thusly, i have deleted my friends list, ( Read more... )

so i had my first real brush with celebrity on monday. while at work i saw not one, but TWO actors in the store.


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i spend way too much time in between postings here, i guess. baldanders mentioned recently that his goal is to post daily this month. that seems like a good idea. i might try doing that, even if it's just scribbling out some sort of nonsense, to make myself get back in the habit ( Read more... )

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i'm so tired. gotta go to bed this minute. went and hung out with work peoples this morning after work. it was cool. i should socialize more often. that's what sucks about working overnights though. i'm always in a hurry to get home and go to bed ( Read more... )

my housemates are so loud. or rather, the housemate's girlfriend and her 2 year old daughter. thankfully, we don't share any real space, and never see each other, but i hear plenty. mainly yelling. the girlfriend is LOUD.

went and saw the passion of christ, or as i like to call it, The Christ Movie. i had some real reservations about seeing it ( Read more... )

all day i've been thinking about posting, and as usual, i get online/home/time/whatever, and i've got nothing to say ( Read more... )

oh god, it's light out. i must sleep. the factory is starting up behind us. suddenly i hear a whir and a chirp and it's time for business ( Read more... )

yesterday marked my 28th birthday. thanks to those who remembered and wished me well ( Read more... )

feeling weird lately. to be expected, i suppose, given the circumstances. i don't really have anything to connect myself to these days, it seems. sort of drifting around. working. sleeping. eating. i guess it's good in that i don't have too much time (like now) to sit around feeling dejected or defeated or stupidly useless ( Read more... )