Imhaving that "in the way" feeling again. Except this time it's worse then I've ever had it. I found myself crying today so easily, I mean even now. No I’m not on PMS and it isn’t a "girl thing." I have justification to be upset or at least I think I do ( Read more... )

I finally got a hold of Mark. We talked for about ten minuites, then he had to go to a company baseball game. It made me feel a bit better, but not much. I asked if he wanted to do something on Saterday, he said he is busy all week. He said he had Monday-Thursday off next week, yet he's still to busy to do anything ( Read more... )

***WARNING***
Teenage Angst up ahead I feel like lately I'm just in the way. Everyone is too busy for me. It will get even worse when school starts. It just proves that I don't take things seriously. I have to start though ( Read more... )

My boyfriend is back from Australia. I truly did miss him while he was gone. Maybe this relationship is actually going to last. Then again he was gone almost 3 weeks, which is longer then any relationship other then this one. Who knows though? Let's be optimistic ( Read more... )

A Dr. Seuss story that never quite made it...

I got real drunk with Kissinger,
snogged his wife and diddled her!
Smoked some weed with Elton John,
then chugged a glass of Perignon.
We talked of Grinches and of Sneeches,
then his hand went down my breeches.
I told him, "No! I am not gay!
Not in my butt! Not any way!"

tehehe...elton jon butt

I thought it was funny...it goes to the oompa loompa song ( Read more... )

All in All. It sucked. I guess some parts were okay. Lets split it up to make it easier

Friday-

The morning- I woke up early, arrived at Marks at 645, only to be told that although I thought we didnt have to be at liberman until 715, we really were supposed to be there at 7, because that was when we were leaving.
From Marks my mom drove quickly to ( Read more... )

How can I love you, when I don’t even love myself ( Read more... )

I'm going to my dad's today. We are going to go see a movie. Then I am going to sleep over, and go to Marks house tommorow, to give him the songs. Uh... yes... I don't wanna go...to my dad's that is. Oh well, at least I'll see mark. Oh and Kevin, cuz he is there. Yay, for that. Um... I'm done now.

There once was a little nameless Leprechaun, who was orange and purple, as all Leprechauns are. He loved to skip and play with all the other Leprechauns, but one day he strayed far from his home, and he met a Fairy. Now as everyone knows, or at least should know, Fairies do have names, and this one was name Chrysanthemum (the flower, as all fairies ( Read more... )