so the "new radiohead" i got off the internet wasn't exactly the new album. i bought the new album this morning at best buy, only ten bones which is sweet. i couldn't pass it up. so i listened to it about 4 times now and i'm in love with it. 2+2=5, go to sleep, sail to the moon, and myxomatosis are the best tunes on that cd. so i'm content with the ( Read more... )

whoa. so i went to conor's yesterday afternoon to pick up half of the funds he owes me. i cried, i yelled, but he completly understood. he feels bad. he likes me, he doesn't hate me, he's just scared. so i understood that. but this time the road i'm taking is going to be the long and windey one that takes one step at a time. he asked me out for ( Read more... )

i'm kinda lost, but i'm certainly not going to turn around and try and start this trip all over again ( Read more... )

i have the same dream pretty much........i'm either at a party and conor is there or i'm at his house and he totally acts like he loves me and talks me to like everything is going to work out, but then later on i can't find him anywhere. i search in every room of wherever i'm st and he's just gone....like that...poof ( Read more... )

partially i feel like crap and alone and all that shitty stuff, but on the other hand i feel okay with it all. its wierd how i can go 12 hours without thinking about him once, but then the other 12 hours of the day keep myself awake alllllll night. i'm just getting annoyed with myself ( Read more... )

straight chillin'

winning 50 bucks and meeting a super cool dood really made my night wonderful. i also saw my buddy whitey from school....too bad his best friend is that jerk off i used to hang out with. anyways...getting out there and having fun was really good for me. i just hope the rest of my nights this summer are that fun ( Read more... )

i'm pretty much just a person who has experienced so much disappointment since ive been home from school. i rememeber being so excited to come home for the summer and be with friends, be in love, and just have fun, but to be honest none of this has happened yet and i dont think any of it will happen. i've certainly been let down by conor and as for ( Read more... )

i've been patiently waiting............

so for the first time in 2 weeks i am finally relieved. wooooo ( Read more... )