wow SOMEONE hasn't been writing in livejournal for a long time. hmm, actually quite a few good things have happened. on the 21st i left for the bahamas!! we stayed at Atlantis...IT WAS GORGEOUS. i got a little color, but nothing that most people would be able to notice because of how white my skin is. yeah being pale is juuuuust loooveeelllyyy. but ( Read more... )

no matter how i tell myself to think..hes always there just sitting in the back of my mind..in my heart. he's a piece of me that i need to let go of but i can't. no matter what, he will always be there. it's just something i'm going to have to live through. i know it's wrong..i know "we" were wrong..i knew it all along--still no matter what happens ( Read more... )

i'm definitely a negative person. i don't look at anything in a positive way. i've come to the conclusion that i need to change..for my own good, and for the good of others. i also just need to be a better person in general. i really need to stop giving people "bitchy attitudes"..especially my friends. i don't know why i feel like this lately but i ( Read more... )

so today i didn't go to school. but no one else did so what does that matter? i went shopping with grandma =) then when stephanie got home i went to her house for a while..her friend nicole is visiting from georgia..and yeah--i went home..and talked to my mom for a while..then went to stephanies with people. had a good day..i hope the rest of the ( Read more... )

omg i hate you i hate you i hate you. and i hate you. and you. and you. and, yeah, you too. why is this such a fucked up world? why do people need to cause so much drama? i don't need this. you need to find someone else to use. and you..you lied to me. and you..uhm i hope you're happy when next year comes. or even before that haha have fun crying ( Read more... )

oh yes. these past few days have been great. friday--went to the movies with cindy stephanie nezi...and then matt and roger--whoo hoo. at the movies i saw jeremy <3 i miss him. talked to him for a while..i think im going to call him one of these days--florina offered to help me with that =) thanks. then there was some drama later on. whatever i ( Read more... )

just make both our lives easier and exclude me from your life. we both know that's what you want. it will stop you from hurting me in the future so please do that for me. thanks.

and i hope you get with her. you have the same personalities..cold. you deserve each other.

havent updated in forever. past few weeks have been pretty good actually. friday was funnn. saturday was fun until later in the day when i had nothing to do. and today was alright. HAHA i sware to god females crack me up. one in particular would do "anything to make kayla mad." HAHA. hysterical. that explains a lot i guess. u no whats funny? i ( Read more... )

i don't update much anymore..and honestly i don't plan on it. lately my feelings have been too personal for livejournal ( Read more... )