wow. i haven't updated in FOREVER. but guess what? i'm not going to fill you in on all the details of my life. sucks for you. but lately i've been mucho confused. i need to straighten out my life.

all i want is..everything.

<3

heeeeyyyyy livejournal. today when i woke up i still felt sick as a dog. i walked into my bathroom door after i got out of bed. it was a nice experience. my voice sounded all nasaly today..EW. but as the day went on i started feeling better and better. by like 1:00 i felt MUCH better. i still have a sore throat though =\. my day was going so badly ( Read more... )

hmm didn't go to school today. i feel like shit. maybe its allergies or something..idk but its definitely killing me. ugh moms not gonna let me stay home tomorrow so i should probably go to bed..hmm like now? since i will be extremely tired and disgusting. uh all day i just slept..i woke up at like 1ish...and then ate lunch and talked to mommy..and ( Read more... )

ugh today i did NOT want to get up. i was so used to getting up at whatever time i wanted..and today it was getting up early =\. blahblahblahdfjslfjlsdjflksjdf. today sucked. i thought maybe it would be a nice day back..you know like seeing people you haven't seen all break...but it was gay. made me want to cry. maybe it was just because i was so ( Read more... )

aaaw man this spring break was fun. especially these last few days because of my GORGEOUS cousins :). guys i don't think i could have had any more fun. really i don't. haha the man in the black and white stripes. too funny. lol rockin' it in the civic. that was so much fun. mel you're an amazing driver. i can't believe i actually got to drive ( Read more... )

ahhh i just woke up..soo tired and bored with nothing else to do so im updating. lets seee..monday: i went to the orthodontist TWICE in one day because i had to get my finishing rubber bands-ew. but i only have 8-10 weeks left! so i MIGHT get them off like a week before school ends..hopefully..if not then like a week after. later i just went to amy ( Read more... )

i am so bored.

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nice job commenting guys!! psh. this spring break is too short. cousins are coming thursday!! yayyyy!! i can't wait. until then i need to find as much shizz to do as possible though. aims you and me tonight..CHILLING. what are we doing? lol. if you figure something out tell me. ooh boy yesterday all i did was sit around and watch tv in my pajamas. ( Read more... )

SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!
yes, be excited ( Read more... )

i came to the conclusion that i am a selfish person. lately i try to make things right..but in the end i think everything just turns out worse. and i do this all for me...so i can feel better. it's like i don't care what other people think and feel =(. i'm beginning to think i'm a bad person. i need to start caring about other people more. i think ( Read more... )