ugh. i can't take this anymore. there's too much stupid stuff going on. people can't mind their own business. urgh anyway. i don't know if i'm making the right decision. i hope i am. i don't like hurting people and i feel like that's all i'm doing. i don't even know WHAT i'm doing. i just hope that people stop "hating" me. because supposively i'm a ( Read more... )

omg. i hate being confused. do people LIKE confusing me? maybe they don't know that i get confused. i don't know. this is confusing. just when i thought i WASN'T confused and i knew what was going on..NOW I DON'T. eeewieee. (hm i used the word confused a lot--cool.) i think i'm just going to go with the flow and see where i end up. i've tried this ( Read more... )

hmm yesterday i was supposed to go to colleen's party with cindy. we haven't seen her in SO long and i was looking forward to it. but then cindy calls me about a half hour before the party and tells me she got herself grounded and couldnt go. i was upset. but...i don't know any of her friends and wasn't really up for going by myself =\. so..being ( Read more... )

i know i just updated but i love amy sharpe ( Read more... )

half day like whaaaattt. it was nice. i came home and worked on that damn history project AGAIN. got finished early though so cindy came over! i seriously love her lol. no one mess with cindy..i'll fuck you up =). lol, not really..i don't think i can fight but thats BESIDES THE POINT. anyway, today we watched "the sweetest thing" because that's one ( Read more... )

its amazing how some people just LOVE drama. honestly. what the eff? i really don't understand it. i could have sworn everything was fine, and there wasn't anymore tension.. and it's all still getting blown way out of proportion. sdlfjslkfslkjflksdjlksdjklsjdf! gay gay gay. well, whatever. people may start seeing through you. it's sad..but i know i ( Read more... )

i hate my mom. shes so fjlksdjflksdjfklsdjflkslkfjsjlf. ugh. fuck fuck fuck. i was having a good day and she just loves to piss me off. at least my dad is sane. he really cheered me up =). ANYWAY. today was a good day. i dont know why..but i was just in a GREAT mood. some people even told me that they couldnt handle me today becauase i was so jumpy ( Read more... )

hmm. today..from the time i woke up until about 8 i was bored out of my mother effing mind...just like always. (i did talk to mel on the phone for a bit though, awe i miss you guys! i can't wait to hear rhiannon actually TALK too lol.) i don't know what it is..just lately i don't do much of anything. but then i went to nick's..so i had fun. i tell ( Read more... )

all day i've been in that mood where all you want to do is cry. i don't even know why. and i can't control it. this really sucks.

ugh today was a snow day...and tomorrows SPRING. so stupid so stupid. normally i LOVE having off from school but today i would have rather gone. i dont know why, but today was just sooo uneventful. blahhh. if this weekend isn't fun i'll..i don't know what i'll do but i wont be happy. because right now it seems as if NOBODY wants to hang out with me ( Read more... )