havent written in a month. not much new has happend . john has been back .. its been good.. uhhmm im goin to brant lake on the 11th for the clam bake & then going back up for 2 weeks..hopefully john comes to visit.. im sort of in a shitty mood about now idk why though. i got fired from ocean blue because my boss was a crazy crackhead. who deserves ( Read more... )

i had the best weekend everr!! johns home :-) it was sooo awsome. we hung out all day friday and saturday and sunday mostly.. saturday we went the the GE. it was alright but idc i was with my babbyy<33
im outtt
i love you <3!

soooo noone reads this thing anywaysss....johns been gone for a month and is coming home tomorrow..i cant fucking wait to see him . him not being here lets say has been hell...ive been having probs with eating again..but yea we wont get into that; since i dont know who reads this shit. but YEAH. its 2:30 in the morning. and im kind of tired .. i ( Read more... )

well. i started work...yah its going good  & saturday i hung out with john all day :-D ...cuz friday we didnt. ehm.eghm. but yeah anywaysss. i had fun with him like alwaysss we basically layed around for a lil whilee and then went and got movies..ehm jarhead & some really gay scary movie. lol Jarhead was wicked good but the other movie sucked ass. ( Read more... )

alright. this is where i can open up about shit right? well see the thing is people read this and i dont know...i dont want to start something or get into an arguement. but im just so sick of being soo upset all the time, like im serious...i hate crying i was never like this before my well "issue" .. i really honestly dont know what to do with ( Read more... )

welllllll lets see here...
today:
Woke up. [hated it]
Went To School [hated it even more]
Hung Out With John<3333[lovedddddd ittt]
Fun Fun, i made us dinner haha it was grose [i thought so] & i think he ate it to make me feel better :-) ..rice & chicken lol yum [nottt ] & i have to goto work tomorrow to help clean up and get ready for the season :-O

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 i love john soooo much !

today i stayed after for school & made a video fer english w/ alex lol ;; hilarious
john stopped by & i wasnt thereee :-(
awww <3
i get to see him tomorrow
i start work friday @ 4 !! !! go visit
OCEAN BLUE

<3Kayy

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i feel like shit&& i HAVE to goto the bathroom..like now so adios bitches

I love my boyfriend :-)