These next 10 weeks are going to be the biggest thinking and trying period of my life. I am going to see what happens. It isn't just on him though. It is kinda my decision to. I am thinking that I don't want to see what else is out there but then on the other hand does he? I am so confused about life. My mom is even more pissed off at me and I am ( Read more... )

Brandon is back in California. He got off kinda easy compared to what it could have been. He got off with a 240 dollar fine. I mean that sucks because it was a lot of money but that is what happens when you do shit like that. I am happy that he got all of this dealt with. I found out yesterday that we get to spend Christmas together in California. ( Read more... )

Brandon left last week to go to work. So I got to see him on Friday. We had a date! We went to Zoolights and to Sonic afterwards. It was really fun to spend some time together. Zoolights is so romantic anyways. Saturday, I got his ring for him. I gave it to him already. He really liked it. We met up at AZ Mills and saw Honey. What a cute movie. I ( Read more... )

Brandon's date got moved. What a sigh of relief! I am so happy for him and for me. His date got moved to next Wednesday. That gives him some time to get some money for all the shit that is about to take place. I am happy for him. He leaves tomorrow to go to California. He is on his way over here right now. This is the last night I get to see him ( Read more... )

I am at school right now. Today is the day I find out whether or not Brandon gets to live his dream or whether he has to stay here all because of me. This sucks completely. I have never been so nervous for someone else before in my life. I hope the court moves his day back just one day. That would be great. I would love them forever. Nothing would ( Read more... )

I am still sick. My cold has gotten worse. I don't feel like doing anything. I just want to sleep and it seems like I can't get enough of it. I am stressing out too. I feel like I have ruined Brandon's life. I mean with the ticket and all. I wish there was something I could do to help but I can't do more than I am right now. All I can do is be ( Read more... )

So, Brandon leaves me in a week and two days. That is only nine days from today. What am I going to do without him for three months? We talked about for a while and pushed everything off until the time actually came about. Well, guess what. The time is here. We talked about it last night a little. Jessica and I have been talking about it to. She ( Read more... )

I finally got it! I am so estatic about the whole thing. This is something I have been waiting for since like August. Ask Brandon, he will tell you that the pressure was there for a long time! I won't go into details because it is technically not EVERYONE'S business. If you want to know ask me personally but other wise that is all your going to ( Read more... )

I am sick and it completely sucks. If I was feeling better I could give a fuck about life and stupid people in general. My friends at school are confusing the hell out of me. Maybe it is just me but I seriously doubt it. I don't get the concept, you are talking shit about me and I catch you so that gives you the right to be pissed at me?! LoL! ( Read more... )

This week was alright.. The weekend was better ( Read more... )