Below is an excerpt from a letter to a dear friend. I want to share these same feelings with all my dear old friends, i cherish you all and wish you the best ( Read more... )

This afternoon around 11 I started to worry. I started to worry that my life might not turn out the way I’ve always planned. I started to worry that I might have hepatitis C like my mother. These thoughts led to a frantic phone call to the health center and inquiries about getting tested… I’ve already been tested for hep C before, but I’m still ( Read more... )

I love to run my finger tips along a chain link fence...

Each tap reminds me i'm alive and connected... but then the movie-like frame of each link blurs that consciousness and pushes me away again...

Somewhere in the middle i lose myself in a smokey version of reality...
and it makes me happy.

It seems I paper over sadness with random bits of madness.

Best compliment of the day:

"speaking on purely aesthetic grounds, if all i'd ever seen of you was a bust of marble, which is cold can't communicate any warmth, and i saw you, i would still say you are beautiful, you have a kind of classic beauty, which makes you doubly dangerous when its combined with that radiance we were talking about..."

Go eat turds.

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Hooray for the weekend! Megan is coming to visit, Yoko is making Sushi, and I have all the newest episodes of Sex and the City to watch, and on top of all that I have found some new design and art inspiration while browsing the new spring Haute Couture lines ( Read more... )

I need my life to slow down so i can catch up to it. I feel like i'm losing everything before i've even found it ( Read more... )