well...i would be listening to isis right now, but she took off with it and forgot to drop it off to me at work and now she isnt answering her phone...grr...old man gloom is still awesome though...a few days ago i went to trim my beard and got too far down, so i had to shave it all off :( oh well...itll just take a little time to grow back...but im

well...last night i went and saw colonel claypool's bucket of bernie brains, it was awesome...today was an alright day, got some good news, worried about some folks...got the wireless systems i ordered for otis and i yesterday, so the shenanigans will ensue at our next show \m/ but other than that, im off to go watch some gore flicks

well, today wasnt a bad day, fixed the problems i made last night, had an awesome practice where we were writing a bunch of stuff for a new ep we are going to do, and now im fucking around online

well i fucked up tonight...ive been doing that a lot lately...good news...a certain person that i work with that i dont care for too much will no longer be at my store after this week...i want to throw a party

i hate it that everyone just kinda pushes me aside...i know i do it to some others as well...i try not to...but its really hard when you dont ever see the person...i just kinda wish i would get more attention than i do...goddamn i feel like a little baby

so...i fucked up really bad...ive gotta fix things...ive said and done a lot of really mean fucked up things, and i gotta fix that...im sorry...

i feel like a lot is going on that im not being told about...im going to find out tonight...im going to actually sit down and figure all this shit that is pent up inside of me out...

damn its been a while since ive written in here...been busy...been working a lot and trying to keep my mind off of things...been spending a lot of time by myself...isnt a bad thing...ive really needed it

well...ive been avoiding everyone for almost the past week...many things have happened that have made me want to...getting chewed out online last wednesday was one reason...ive been really sick too though...ive hardly wanted to drag myself out of bed ive been feeling so shitty...i havent met any harm by not talking to anyone...ive just needed a