well...shes finally turned herself around...she has been looking for a job...she has been spending time with me...she has made it home in time and not left me in a tough spot...she is paying for a car for me! :D a 1972 cadillac hearse...its gonna be awesome...looks like things are starting to go the right way...

well...im off work...she has actually started looking for a job! im in shock...but really happy

she is supposed to be here before i go to work...i doubt its going to happen...im right most of the time when i have a gut feeling like this...im sick of it...

grr...so she actually called to let me know that she wasnt coming home tonight...i guess its cool that she actually called...

decided to go to quizilla.com and take some tests...here are some results...

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you get out what you put into a relationship...i guess im expecting to get a lot, and shes not expecting to get anything...it takes time, compromise, understanding, and working things out...not running away from them...on a lighter note...i had a lot of fun today hanging out with otis and james...i feel like i dont get to hang out with them enough ( Read more... )

i forgot to mention the other day that i yelled at her...and at her friend for never cleaning up after themselves...i feel kinda bad for it...mainly for the fact that i collected all of her dishes in the right side of the sink and they grew mold on them and my roommate's brother got sick when he came over from that mold...that was pretty mean of me

so...she wants to spend the rest of her life with me...but she wants to move into her parents house and take a "break"...how am i supposed to interpret that...she wants to spend all of her life with me...just not right now...i just dont understand...if anyone can help me to understand that, please reply...im pretty sure i know what it means...im ( Read more... )

why cant she get a fucking job...how hard can it be...the only application she filled out called her back and set up an interview...then she didnt even bother going...i swear she is just here to use me sometimes...i need some fucking help...all she can do is run away to all her drunken worthless friends in their mid to late twenties that dont have ( Read more... )

there will most likely never be a subject to any of my entries...this is my only way of getting out my frustrations of life, so if you want to read a lot of bitching and pissing and moaning, read on, if not...dont read any further ( Read more... )