and so once again, i've learned the hard way.. not to let things slip away, and never to take someone's presence for granted.. they might just slip right through your fingers right when you least expect it.. & let me tell you, it's pretty much about the most awful feeling in the world..what i don't understand though is, why don't i see it ever ( Read more... )

life is too short to be anything but happy...

it's been a rough week ..but i guess things just need time. i finally left my house yesterday, it was time that i tried to stop being so sad.. so i went tanning and then went to julie's house ..that was fun, to be with two of my best friends, julie and samantha ..thanks girls so much, you really cheered me up quite a bit. we hung out with her ( Read more... )

..hmm, so i decided to make this a friends only journal now- comment to be added! love you.<33*

"when the first star you see may not be a star,
 ..i'm not your star, isn't that what you said?"

..today's courtney's birthday! i love you court<33 ..got her party later on today, whoaa baby excited ..and then yeah things are pretty good right about now, me & tara are starting to patch things up soo thats a good thing, it may take a little while to ( Read more... )

. .don't risk anything you aren't willing to lose<3* -boy meets world

..life has been so awesome lately! i love it..besides the fact that i'm pretty sick, but whatever. i think im going tanning today? man, i hope so. hmm, yes so this weekend was fun! i went to courtney's sunday night for a little even though i was sick ..and she made me smile haha love her. and SATURDAY, awesome of course.. picked julie up at work ( Read more... )

not much goin on lately.. sadie is commin up! wicked pumped for that. ahh i love it. so yesterday me & julie went & found her a dress.. wicked pretty, i love it! then her parents took us out to dinner.. the macadams are so funny, i love them. lol & i cant wait cuzz we decided to probably get ready together, go together & hang out afterwards so it ( Read more... )

so today i went back to reality, vacation was over and man what a great vacation it was.. i hung out with people every day and just hada lot of fun.. did i mention i saw andy griggs, sara evans and brad paisley?! ..wicked awesome =) and umm.. yeah, good times. sadie is comming up in bout a month so thats awesome. & yeah? i dunno what else to say .. ( Read more... )

& if you want to leave, i can guarantee..

..you won't find nobody else like me <3*

ahhh, so its sunday; tomorrow i hafta go back to school..what the fuck? o well, vacation is coming up.. i hate school so much, lol.. my week, if i havent already mentioned, was shit.. but, i finally got everything all out there to everyone and i'm feeling pretty good ( Read more... )