Don't believe me when I tell you it's something unforgivable.

Fuck. Shit. God damn.

Thank GOD friends are the family you get to choose. Otherwise, I think I would stab my eyes out with a spork.

dearest melissa,

i think you had the most brilliant idea ever, but i will let you know for sure tomorrow.

sincerely,
me

hello there, the angel from my nightmare.

what do you do when everything you believed in was a lie? its a like a knife to the heart, a unrecoverable loss of data, a giant hole in your chest that you can't seem to patch, no matter how hard you try. the knife gets deeper with every little lie i uncover. there is only so much pain a person can take ( Read more... )

do you ever take a pain pill thinking it will help you sleep, but it does the exact opposite and your wired but dead tired at the same time? i'm that way right now. i thought about drinking tonight to calm me down, but i only wanted some jack, which i'm out of, and i didn't feel like dealing with idiots at the store, so i just decided to take a ( Read more... )

people piss me off.

i know what it takes to move on. i know how it feels to lie.

i just ate chinese 3 hours ago.... and yet i'm hungry. i hate how chinese food does that to you. sigh.

i miss the days when i had a life... like when my friday nights were filled with friends and the one i loved. don't get me wrong, its great having me time, i mean, i'm such a badass tree ( Read more... )

woohoo! history paper half done, all caught up on my CNA homework, and very ready for my test tonight!

can't wait to spend the weekend with sam!!

i am vindicated.
i am selfish, i am wrong.
i am right. i swear i'm right; swear i knew it along.
i am flawed but i am cleaning up so well.
i am seeing in me now the things
you swear you saw yourself.

homework all day. sigh. can't wait til i'm finished!

that's alright because i love the way you lie.

I need a good ride in the woods today to clear my mind.... there's way too many thoughts running wild today.