the lemon sorbet has melted into goo.

Fitbloke occasionally sticks his head out of his window, but as soon as he sees me he goes back inside. the twats are sitting downstairs watching the world worst depressing video ever, i just don't find it all that pleasing to subject myself to that. i'd rather go to sleep in peace then crying my eyes out.

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same job, just a slight difference in name ( Read more... )

Sometimes it feels like I don't really know what's going on ( Read more... )

... but listening to editors is helping me calm down.

for just once, once in this life i will with malicious intent harm that son of a bitch choudhury whore if she tries to come here and anyone in her family, even Sami.

grrrrrrrr.... fuck i just wish i could wrap my fingers around her neck.

if she tries to come here i'm calling the police. the ( Read more... )

okay. it was the last day of college today. like any other day with less poeple.

Reflections on the Last Two Years

I remember bits of my first day. But not the whole day, much like the first year of college: bits. i walked in through big brown doors and into the quad to find a huge herd of people. intimidating as it was i somehow managed to hold my ( Read more... )

urgh, lets just say i don't trust men, women or animals any more ( Read more... )

nothing hurts more than rejection.

i'm fried... and the ugly boy on the train just wouldn't stop with his glancing over.

if he was ugly i'd hate to think what class i'd fit in to. i'm a bit manky looking....

this time last year i was barely going into college... some things never change.

i walked into that boardroom this morning knowing the outcome ( Read more... )

everithing in this house has to be done twice in order to get done properly and in some cases, get done at all.

everything is a mess. i blame my mother. she raised these fuckers into dependent, dumb twats with no common sense. for that she's responsible, she can't complain now.

i remember a couple of years back, i was doing some house work and she ( Read more... )

its nice and brown and not normal. he wears the weirdest clothes. and he's hot ( Read more... )