Im not so sure why but a strange thing is happening to me recently .. I am becomming more and more careless about the actions of others .. To be more pecific, the things people did used to mean alot to me and I used to look into the actions of another person and see their attitude about me and about life .. The funny thing is I just dont care ( Read more... )

AHA Im back ..

Went outa town for a couple weeks to the bass lake .. it was very schweet .. although i was sick for a major part of it .. shitty huh .. well just checking in here not alot to say at the moment cept I miss my gurl .. :) but yea ill post some more shit this week

Ugh ... Im not sure why but ive been in a very annoyed mood lately at some people that i really care alot for .. hopefully i will get over it .. I dunno but anywayz I figured id write here since i got nothin better to do tonight ( Read more... )

Well .. This past few weeks have been really nice .. I figured Id write about all the things I have been doing since I havent written here in a while .. umm well I recently decided to start coaching youth baseball since I really enjoy little kids and i love baseball .. I coach a 5-6 year old t-ball team here in slo .. It is really alot of fun since ( Read more... )

Wow what a weekend -- sex, drugs, and partying !! aint it the best .. This weekend was going to be monumental, and it did not let me down. I thought that seeing a lot of boobs while taking drugs and alcohol would release me, and i guess in a way it did. But what kind of life is that .. So here is a quick version of my weekend, hope u enjoy ..... ( Read more... )

Yea I figured I would try this thing out .. I beleive it is a good thing to share the way you feel with other peopleso here goes .. This time in my life has been by far the most rewarding and most difficult time I have ever faced. I have gone from loving whole heartedly to hating so much. I rediscovered myself last night - I became myself once ( Read more... )