I have a band!
hooray!

This took a suprisingly shorter ammount of time to write than I thought it would.
this one is one of my favorites..

( A New Kind of Murder )

Not that any of you want to.. but i'll force you all to at least acknoledge what i've written.
HAH!! TAKE THAT FREE WILL!
EDIT: see the entry after this for the complete piece
New Kind of Murdersedimentary maturity solidifies this personality ( Read more... )

It's not that I don't feel like i'm not a whole person, that much I know is true, but sometimes i just get this feeling of being empty. It almost feels like I'm missing something and i can't figure out whatJust last night I was talking to one of my good friends.. turns out he's just making his way out of some bad times.. and he's been writing a ( Read more... )

You kids today with your Dan Fogelbert and pacman video games ( Read more... )

So, I've had some serious time for reflection. Meditation if you will.

And I still miss everything.
And I still love.

It's almost, freeing.. if that's possible.
It may be the sleep deprivation talking, but I don't know why I'm entering this into LiveJournal.

( Vanessa )

I'm eating stale Peanutbutter Crunch. Because stale food loves me ( Read more... )

Alright! 4 days left!
New music is a good thing. I've been gathering it like it's rations of food after a nuclear holocaust.
I still can't spell, yay!
Bill Withers is the man.
I need a new monitor. NOW. but i won't be shelling out $400 for a monitor any time soon. Even if my cheque was in the bank. M car is going to be a real beast by the time i'm ( Read more... )

ohh man. how i missed my music ( Read more... )

i think i'm going to do something drastic, i don't know what either. i just can't keep acting like nothing is really wrong. i just can't sit by and watch certian things happening. it's time to act. i'm tired of second guessing, tired of not doing the things that i think i should. all of my should haves are killing me.