going to see best coast at some small hole in the wall dive bar in chicago & i can't wait ! i wish i could bring my kitty dinah, i know she would love the music. usually this time of year i would be in northern cali with lots of good people and friends at a great reggae festival, but i am not going to be there this year. i hope to be able to make ( Read more... )

just somewhat surprised that my account wasn't deleted after all this time., i kind of get good and not so good feeling/vibes looking bad on things i wrote in this journal., but i love that they are still here and that is really what i felt and meant at the time i posted them. left vegas recently, learned a lot about myself, left heart broken with ( Read more... )

just thinking of writing a few things here but when i get down to it i always forget what i want to say, it is hot as heck out here., like 110 everyday so i usually wait for after the sun goes down to do anything active like tennis or golf for me lately. / been listening to lykke li, vampire weekend, beach boys, mgmt, css, and no age so much ( Read more... )

las vegas is very hot this time of the year and many rad shows don't really stop in vegas either. but coldplay is playing on saturday night at the mgm i am really looking forward to. i also got tickets for radiohead at the la bowl, getting into some new and older music lately, steve winwood, the whigs, mgmt, and the new m83 album i really ( Read more... )

it always falls apart then, for the last seven or eight years i seem to fall apart after period of time when i am doing well. and i am sick of it, it takes me months to recover from this, this time i don't want to recover at all, i would like to just be over it all. drinking and smoking doesn't help clear my mind much but yet i still do it. my ( Read more... )

i am twenty seven,. worked as a poker dealer here in california for a year and a half. i will be moving to vegas in early september with my two kitties and my lady. i saw the shins in the city a month ago or so it was such a good show. bjork at shoreline amp near san jose was also good times. and last weekend at berkeley was acrade fire, i love ( Read more... )

the year is almost over. i have been working dealing cards for the whole year now trying to save and learn. it is tough seeing all those people gamble and lose lots of money. we see the same people over and over day after day, my drinks are goods though. my gal is now tending a bar so i get more drinks for the price of one which i don't mind. ( Read more... )

occasionally check this journal but never seem to have anything to say. and it has been almost a year so i thought now will work. california is much better than ohio could be. it is sunny and warm all of the time. i am enjoying the sun and my kitties like it to ( Read more... )

classes are still going on now. i have a new place now it is in a nice area of santa rosa, really close to wine country. mostly now some family and friends want to come and visit, or go on wine tasting tours and see me on the side. not entirely, but life it going well for now. i have the perfect job for me while i am in school still and whatnot ( Read more... )

my roomates let my cat out almost two months ago now., he was an indoor car and he is still missing. california is sunny and not so bad. i moved out and got a new place with some other people but it doesn't seem to be getting better., neither of my roomates now have cars or jobs., that is all really.