Do you think timing is everything? Is everything we do based on the timing of how we do it? or does fate control everything we do and no matter what time we do it, thats when it was supposed to happen. Often i wonder, "if i had been 10 minutes later to that would things still have happened the same way." . . . I'm tired again. when i'm tired i ( Read more... )

So now i'm loosing it emotionally. Today i got so frusterated when i thought i was lost driving to Midway, that i started crying and screaming the fuck word really loudly. It turns out i wasn't lost at all... i was just over-dramatizing. I hate when i do that. It seems like when something is a big deal, i take it calmly and just act cool about ( Read more... )

Last night, me and a good friend of mine had one of those amazing conversations! Those conversations that last 2-3 hours and you talk about everything that comes to your mind about life, love, and everything beyond. I don't really know what i can say that i haven't already written about previously. This place is my sanctuary. Last night my ( Read more... )

My brain hurts. Last night, i was brain fucked. There's no better way to describe it. Last night i watched the movie "the Doors". I've never gotten SO into a movie!!! Everything Jim Morrison said i started to believe, he started to make sense, and i started to think that his thinking was accurate and that he knew the secrets of life. the first ( Read more... )

It seems that my life is always good in October! Halloween is my most very favorite holiday and i always enjoy the month so much all the way up until halloween ( Read more... )

I feel like i'm coming apart at the seams. I'm freaking out. I'm not one to get stressed easily, but apparently all that has changed. Times are changing and i guess this could all be part of my hightened emotions, i feel like i'm going through puberty, only now the transformation isn't to a teen, its from a teen to an adult. The future is coming ( Read more... )

So i'm getting ready to go up to my friends cabin for the weekend. It's this cool ass cabin up in Wyoming that's almost nicer than my own house! It should be fun. We always get really shitty and play pictionary! It's gonna rock ( Read more... )

I'm having a nervous breakdown. Recently, every emotion that i've been feeling has been heightened to the extent of almost driving me crazy. I've never been one to get very emotional about anything...at least not over the top, not with any emotion. But lately i guess my guards have dropped ( Read more... )

have you ever been lonely? and i mean lonely to the point where it doesn't matter how many people are around you, you still feel completely alone. and the strange part about it, is that it only takes one person to make you feel not so lonely anymore. One person can do more then millions of people just by being near you ( Read more... )

why does life have to be so complicated sometimes? why do we have brains that over-analyze things that need no extra thought, and then they shut down right when you're put on the spot and need them the most ( Read more... )