So my stupid fling crush thing with this forty year old is over. Since then i've been pretty good. I made out with this guy that i've been wanting to make out with for like 2 years now... so that was a big accomplishment. I went to two modest mouse concerts that fucking rocked my world!! (probably helped that i was rolling my ass off too).. i went ( Read more... )

So i know i haven't written in a while, and the reason i'm writing today is because i'm going crazy. Really. And the worst part is that i am watching myself do it, and i can't stop it ( Read more... )

So i just watched "Garden State". I didn't know what it was about but judging by the previews I knew i had to see it. It turned out to be one of those mind changing movies. This is a big one for me. It convinced me that love exsists. I've always questioned it. Many stories and movies and whatnot have lead me to lean more towards the "yes it does" ( Read more... )

So I just need to ramble. Inane incesant rambling. This new year was crap. The last think i wanted to do was just sit at someone house. and thats precisely what i did. I was under the impression that i was going to a pretty big party, lots of people lots of fun....but i was wrong. Sure there were a few very very close friends, and that was nice ( Read more... )

So on Thursday i went to a show at Kilby Court. I went by myself; not by choice, i asked all the people i could think would want to go, and nobody would go with me. Some actually had reasons, cause it was last second, but others were previously informed but backed out for reasons i don't want to talk about. Anyways, i got there early, and sat ( Read more... )

So i was driving in the fast lane coming home from work tonight when i noticed there wasn't anyone else in the fast lane, but in all the other lanes there were lines of cars all about a car length away, and i thought "hm, thats odd, its like they know something i don't" just then i saw the headlights. Of course i was doing 80, cause thats what i ( Read more... )

So i was thinking about death the other day, happy subject i know... but i was thinking about the ways to die, and i think it would really suck to die in some lame way. You know, like, falling down the stairs or something. "yeah crystal died the other day...fell down her stairs...pretty tragic" I mean, how lame is that. I'd rather have a story ( Read more... )

So i told myself i wasn't going to type when i was tired anymore because it just gets frusterating. . .but i have to type even though i'm tired because i haven't checked in in the while and i have awesome news. I did a commercial and just found out i'm making shitloads of money from it! i could just die! i'm so excited! this money will pay for me ( Read more... )

So yesterday i stood in the rain for almost two hours waiting in line to get into the Howl. I don't know why i kept waiting. I guess it was because i had nothing else to do and every minute just seemed like "well we've waited this long... why turn back now" None the less, my body froze up and shut down so i had a lot of time to think. My friend ( Read more... )

I just found out that the last kid i was dating has a girlfriend. I dated him mostly from march to july...not a long time, but long enough to leave an imprint. The whole time we were dating he said that he didn't have time for a girlfriend and that if we became official all he would do is disappoint me because he was always so busy. I didn't ( Read more... )