drown my sorrows...no tomorrow...no tomorrow...i find it kind of funny...i find it kind of sad...the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had.. i find it hard to tell you and i find it hard to take...when people run in circles its a very very mad world

~Gary Jules

honestly I think its quite impressive that I still occasionally write in this thing. No one reads it anymore. The last time I wrote something of remote importance in here (years and years ago) it was the beginning of the end of a relationship I loved. I miss having someone...simply because at least when I was in one, I always felt that at least ( Read more... )

my camera is like the oxygen I breathe...without it I just couldn't live.

Why is it so easy to miss the far far away past...and not so easy to look to a future that may be just as bright. I just keep thinking how much different life could've been if I'd tried harder in high school and actually made it to UF. I think I missed out on a lot but theres no changing things now. I just have to live...

lately I find myself looking for a reason to breathe....how sad is that...everyone wants to breathe..right?

Are you an alcoholic if ( Read more... )

I would give anything to be in a class that had gorgeous guys in it...yep being an education major really has its set backs. Business is looking better and better every single day...hahaha (seriously though)

I think that if I didn't know what living with love was like then living without it wouldn't be quite so hard....then maybe living around it wouldn't be so bad either because I wouldn't have to believe it exists. I find waiting extremely difficult. I need some patients...anyone have some I can borrow??

time passes by all too quickly....

Life is never easy for anyone but some people really do complain more than others. I find myself to be one of the people that completely falls straight down into this category. I have a lot of good things going for me but I never really look to those good things for hope. You could ask me why but I really couldn't tell you. So a good New Years ( Read more... )