its over, so- over.

I'm broken and you can't fix me. What happened so long ago is beyond repair. Sometimes I just feel like things will never be the way they were ever- ever again. And I absolutely hate it

So theres the thing we all know about but hate to acknowledge. The thing that makes the clock seem like it might actually be ticking just a bit faster than it should. The growing up thing. I guess we all have to do it but as far as I know theres no real rule as to when that has to be. Maybe there is reasoning behind the fact that I can't remember ( Read more... )

to say that I give up would be far too easy and to say that I don't care would be a down right lie....so whats a girl to do when she can't get through

you coming back to me is against the odds and thats a chance I'ce got to take....take a look at me now

postal service

I never thought that it could be painless but it is I guess

I'd like to pretend that I'm a grown woman and that I can do whatever I want as far as talking to guys goes but I guess that I'm just broken. I tear myself to pieces over loves that were never even real. Does love realy exist or are we just trying to fill the void that is loneliness and call it love?

I had the strangest dream last night. It was so unreal but if it could really happen I think I might just be ecstatic about it. So some how, somewhere I met up with J.A. and we started talking about the things that I've changed since we really knew each other. I remember really loving the fact that he was holding me by the end of the dream and ( Read more... )

Every now and then I do something really stupid. I start thinking about when I really knew what love was, and what it was like to really be in it. It hurts to realize what I gave up because of a mere distance. "If love was enough, he'd still be here"

what if I never grow up...how bad could that really be? i love me just the way I am.

"We're grown ups. When did that happen? And how do we make it stop?" Grey's Anatomy

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