so stuff is really great between michael and i- he was gone all weekend and we were both lonely but hes back now!!!... but then as a kinda downer to the whole things being good thing, a few people today have told me that they think hes gay or bi- like 3 people in an hour... and they werent kidding and had good evidence... and i already knew that he ( Read more... )

so 2004 is over- my year... oh well- all good things must come to an end- but seriously, it was the most awesome and most active year- graduation, moving away from home, going to college (UCSB!!!), turning 18, getting a tattoo, getting my belly button pierced, learning to ski, learning to skateboard, going to lake tahoe 3 times w/ christina, going ( Read more... )

so i watched 2 movies (walk to remember and bridget jones' diary 1) last night.. one w/ my mom and one by myself... i saw ocean's 12 w/ david on monday night... i saw polar express w/ my mom on saturday, i think it was, i rented before sunset, fatal attraction, and kill bill volume 1 tonight, and im going to see a movie w/ christina tomorrow night ( Read more... )

theres so much to say that im not even going to like catch up ( Read more... )

so here i am- in my room- on my new shitty laptop... yeah, my old one that was nice & that bought w/ my own money got stolen OUT OF MY ROOM while hillary (my roommate) was IN HERE and asleep- how creepy is that?! yeah, they stole hers too-so jacked- we've gone through a lot to try to get them back, but so far- no luck... so now, my mom had to buy ( Read more... )

wow- lots has happened & my computer/internet has been jacked up- im actually using hillary's (my roommates)- shes really cool btw & a lot like me & we get along really well-- things have been fun & i've been trying to meet lotsa new people- classes start tomorrow- i just saw napoleon dynamite on the lagoon- a few thousand ppl were there- wow!... ( Read more... )

ahhh- there are so many people i want to see/spend time with & so much i haveta do and want to do & i am just here for 2 more days!!! soooo crazy!... & my mom & i have lost the majority of our closeness... since i am always gone & stuff- & shes trying but its just, i've removed myself- & its so sad because in a few days she will be living here ( Read more... )

so i finally talked to hillary, my roommate- shes really nice & cool & omg her dorm stuff is PINK and GREEN and mine is PINK and ORANGE! lol... woohoo! it was funny- like the 1st thing she asked was, "so i read that you were from riverbank, and i hadnt heard of it (obviously), so i looked it up online... tell me about it" hahaha... i was like I ( Read more... )

it was fun hangin w/ christina this afternoon... big valley was good- my last time there- got to say bye to more ppl... :-/ ... i feel really really really fat- i've been eating kinda a lot & really bad foods too & all i have been doing all summer is sit on my lazy ass- dance sure helped me a lot in soooo many ways! im fatter, not as flexible, not ( Read more... )

so i leave in 4 days... its so crazy... yesterday was my last day @ church after like growing up there my whole liffe- i shed a couple tears... everyone was so sweet & asking me about stuff & telling me good-bye though...Pastor said a special prayer ( Read more... )