thats so weird! i was already planning on putting "frustrated" as my mood bc i am & then i just got on radio @ aol & the song was born frustrated- hecka trippy ( Read more... )

so i havent posted in a while... i've just been kinda lazy but kinda busy & just enjoying my last time here... i've had fun w/ christina & sara & sarah & parker & david & ppl... today sara & i saw "wicker park"... it was totally crazy but really good- we had a lotta fun this afternoon just hanging out.. & i had fun w/ christina a lot last thurs-sat ( Read more... )

omg i am so f-ing mad at mother f-ing at&t!!!! my bills have been over $200 for the past few months & i like finally got some money & i was planning on using it for fun stuff & college & now i haveta give it to my mom & even then i dont know if i have enough for the whole goddam bill... i was really careful this month too & fixed my plan- ahhhh... ( Read more... )

yay i cleaned my car!!!- FINALLY! lets see how long this lasts...

lots more to say.. i have said them in private entries though-

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so yeah... i have been looking through the mail EVERYDAY to find what FINALLY came today! my dorm assignment and roommate & move in day!... i move in on saturday, september 18 so i will leave modesto on friday the 17th... thats ta-da! 3 weeks...everyone else is already movin on w/ what this "year" has in store for them & i just feel like a lazyass ( Read more... )

so still cleaning my room- still random sadness & nostalgia... i am throwing away flowers from daniel from my 17th birthday (wow, they're exactly 8 months old today! lol) & flowers from my grandma or mom for my dance production or pj's recital i think... a dozen roses! and pink and red too... anyways, now my room feels empty- the only ones left in ( Read more... )

heres a pic of me from daaaaaaaaays ago from christinas phone @ the mall- lol:
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so christina made me laugh for over an hour straight... sooo hard too- just online & on the phone- now im not that sad & i hope its helping my ab situation too! lol.. thanks booboo! -- kissit lmao

so im deeeeep cleaning my room- like going through stuff that hasnt been acknowledged in years... some stuff i keep, some i give away, some i throw away, some i store away... but looking at all of it, no matter what i do to it all of a sudden got sad- brought back memories... anywhere from 6th grade to last month...then i was talking to jane & i ( Read more... )