i know im an idiot, but luckily all of you do too so its okay- but duuuuude! i posted @ exactly 12:26 which is my b-day in time- 12/26... yeah- whoa... anyways im outta here- lol

dude- so manteca waterslides was hecka fun.. got a somewhat tan but i started peeling- ahh! but not toooo bad- its only bc my shoulders were about the same color as martin luther king, jr anyways so i guess it was about time... since im born caucasian & all ( Read more... )

well... i dont really have TOO much interestingness today other than stuff i dont want everyone to have access to- that would mainly consist of boy stuff...& i talk to most of you about all that ANYways ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINA!!!

i wont make this long- i've written too much- but i am just so goddam torn & confused... there are pros and cons to both sides... & as for the "not really guilty conscience" i had last night... well now i kinda do- no regrets, just feel sorta bad- why cant i be a mormon guy from back in the day?! ugh, hmm...

"Advice for the young at heart Soon we will be older When we gonna make it work? Too many people living in a secret world While they play mothers and fathers We play little boys and girls When we gonna make it work? I could be happy I could be quite naive It's only me and my shadows Happy in our make believe Soon... And with the hounds at bay I'll ( Read more... )

i dont even know what to say... this one girl who shall remain nameless..we'll call her "scratchy"(it was her nickname on the trip)..she was on our youth group trip- for 5 days- we got really close even though i've known her for a while through dance & my cousin & stuff... she was my cousin sarah's best friend & sarah is one of my best friends... ( Read more... )

so kyle just came over for a couple hours (my mom was here)- it was fun- just talked, caught up, stuff like that...nothin big- well except for...it was really sweet- he bought me stuff in new york- it was all nicely/cutely wrapped & then i got these pink blow pop shoes- he said the pink made him think of me- awww..& then blow pops & then a really ( Read more... )

well i could be my "normal self" & look for the good in things & not complain bc i dont like to hear others complain but this is my motha-ing live journal so w/e... just got back hella late from spirit west coast- 1st ill mention the bad bc after all, my mood is "pessamistic"...but yeah- i have a fatty spider bite on my eye- yesterday & today so ( Read more... )

i dont know why but i kinda feel like being sad... like im not sad & i know i dont want to be really.. i just kinda need one of those moments where i'm really thoughtful about where i am in my life & the past & my future & then all my relationships/friendships... & then i'd prolly get kinda sad-- im looking @ fitting songs now- maybe that'll help- ( Read more... )