I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more.
I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not ( Read more... )

Well!, i guess i`m gOnna update! ;)

schOOl;; has been better!!, i`m startin to like it alOt more! & i didnt do too bad on my report card but i didnt do really good either. i got all C! thats weird- im average =) but i think i can do better! . . if i tried & did HM eeeK!

hIm;; Well me and cedric arnt datin, i really dont know what we are right now! , ( Read more... )

gOt thIs 0ff beCCa! =)

You know you live in 2006 when...

1) you accidentally enter your password on a microwave.

2) you haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.

3) the real reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don't have a screen name

4) you'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the ( Read more... )

i lOve yOu cedrIc! ;)

*7-12-05*

. . . Man, this song is really gOOd!

[Chorus: Ashanti (Biggie)]

See my days are cold without you (Here's Another one)
But I'm hurting while I'm with you (And another one)
And though my heart can't take no more,
I can't keep running back to you
See my days are cold without you (Here's Another one)
But I'm hurting while I'm with you (And another one)
And ( Read more... )

for every ounce of pain you inflicted on me,
& every tear you made me cry,
i seriously hope it comes back to you.
i hope you stay up late at night on the verge of giving up.
i hope it hurts to smile & you have to pretend to be happy.
but mostly, for every lie of 'i love you' that you told me
i hope you feel as helpless & lonely as i've learned to feel

i ( Read more... )

- nO friends

-nO boyfriend

...`,maybe i should feel sorry for myself  =)))

DRAMA     is something girls,

create out of  JEALOUSY

Ever sInce I met you It just hasn`t been the same

all I`ve been doing Is puttIng hearts around your name..

I`m the girl with my middle finger In the air cause for the first time,

I just don`t fucking care!

...` , You can bItch what you thInk of me to anyone who`ll listen.

But the fact ( Read more... )

A bunch of my fave survey questions10 things you love1:Cedric 2:family 3:friends 4:pizza 5:phone 6:computer 7:dRAma 8:shoppin` 9:volleyball 10:movies ;) 10 things you hate1:haters 2:liers 3:backstabbers 4:peas 5:ppl that stare 6:chocolate milk 7:ppl who try to break relationships up 8: 9: 10: 5 firstsBoyfriend / Girlfriend:zack Crush:tristian ( Read more... )

-- If  you got it flaunt it ... boy I know you want it  ;)

well i guess im gonna update!, it's been a while....

School-- well i did switch to pV, ppl didn't bealive me...but i did haha ahhh it pretty fun tho..i actually like it wayy better than appy ...

Him*-- i love you CedrIc DiOn more than anything!..uhh well not anything!..but i love you aLoT = ( Read more... )