anthony couldn't come see me after work last week and i was really sad ( Read more... )

logan is in my lit&film class. he sleeps the whole time. so that's cool ( Read more... )

so im pretty scared of hunter now after all the shit i've heard ( Read more... )

i feel so pathetic cause i look forward to talking to him every night & then when we do talk i try to make conversation & all but i feel like he just doesn't really care & idk its wierd i look forward to talking to him all day but when we talk he's so- blah.. idk we've had some great conversations though- ive actually saved some texts he sent that ( Read more... )

i miss him. i feel like everyone i see during the day reminds me of him in some way. like this one guy jeff at work- he looks a lot like him & has the same quirky goofy funny crazy as hell "i dont give a shit what people think" kind of personality & i think of him when i see jeff. and then when i talk to coop or another guy, the things they say ( Read more... )

hi. i like you. a whole lot. and i might have been looking at your picture all day. and reading your texts. and have i told you how much i love your eyes? well i do. i don't think you know.

i finally got my license. and a boring job.

it's not like i have an on/off switch where i can turn off my feelings for him. they're always there & they're not going to go away anytime soon.

he was in my dream last night. we actually like talked about our whole situation. (in my dream) it was bad but good at the same time and when i woke up- i was mad it was just a dream. i miss him. and now he's going to college and everything that's wrong with us is all my fault ( Read more... )

i got my braces off yesterday:)

i hate regret. and not knowing what could have been. i'm over him but i'm not over the fact that both of us will never know what we could be like and i'll probably live with this feeling the rest of my life. thinking what life would be like if we had stayed together. and it's not like a normal "breakup and regret it" thing. this was big and i ( Read more... )