i want something exciting to happen. i feel like i'm kind of in a rut and just never really really happy and always just okay or worse. i need to stop letting little things bother me, it's bad ( Read more... )

today in hebrew we were discussing the word "d'mamah." so clearly i started singing that part of 100 years b'ivrit. and seeing as jenny is in israel, everyone thought i was really weird and didn't understand. then later in class we were talking about "lanetzach," at which point i asked around to see if anyone knew "sh'tishaer tzair lanetzach." no ( Read more... )

how can someone be one of your best friends, tell you themselves that they consider you one of their best friends, and then stop caring? we told each other everything and now he won't even acknowledge me. i don't understand and i don't like it.

zizzilen: hahaha livejournal!
zizzilen: do it!

ok, i'm officially making my livejournal accessible... we'll see how this works out.

i DESPISE packing.

i had a pretty good weekend this weekend, it felt a million years long. i went to new york with dana. we saw wicked (unbelievable) and ray and went to cosi with allie and shuvi. last night i got to see my cousins and some other family which was nice. we had a surprise 25th anniversary party for my aunt and uncle, it was kind of hard for me but i ( Read more... )

i really miss amanda. today her parents went to israel to see her, and jenny's leaving tomorrow to go and she'll see her too. i wish i could go. i went to the mall tonight to buy amanda a hanukkah present, as i do every year, and i'll send it across the world with jenny tomorrow. i've been to the mall millions of times, but tonight going without ( Read more... )

i can't believe i actually made this. as for now i'm doing it solely for shira danielle lewis, later maybe i'll actually tell people about it or write in it for real. so shira, i love you and i miss you.