i'm so scared of losing touch with people. of my friendships disintegrating. of not having enough time to do everything i need to do, and talk to everyone i want to talk to. of everything getting so busy, and of becoming so consumed in things that don't mean anything that there's no time for the things that are really important. i need more time ( Read more... )

happy birthday aliza ora belcourt!

AMANDA'S HOME!

and all this snow sucks, it's keeping me from seeing her again.

i'm bored and i feel like updating but i don't really have anything to write right now. i saw coach carter with the team today, that was fun. anyway i decided that i'm just going to post this really random paragraph i wrote for english. i can't decide if i like it, i just kind of bullshitted it during history. i had to write something creative ( Read more... )

wow, it's been a while. this week has been crazy, so much going on, getting home so late, but right now i'm in such a good mood. i love it. i'm pretty much obsessed with basketball, i love our team and i love pushing it and it's just so good. i've been thinking about all the things coming up in 2005, like more basketball, nivonim, muss... i can't ( Read more... )

i've resolved that in 2005 i'm going to try my best to be generally happier, not blow things out of proportion, not "smother", and talk to sasha more. among other things.

i went to new york for the day today to do hanukkah with my mom's side of the family, and i came across a book my grandma had that's all about sleepaway camp and it's importance. i wrote down some quotes and things that i found relevant to my own camp experience and that i thought were cute ( Read more... )

i'm unbelievably exhausted so this is not going to be long, but it's been a while and i just wanted to post to say that toronto was amazing. seeing rachel and jo was soo good, i needed that camp connection. it's funny how quickly you start missing people again though. and i'm in love with our team. we kicked so much ass, we don't need that plaque ( Read more... )

why do i ALWAYS have to mess EVERYTHING up?

things that are good ( Read more... )