Seth ( Read more... )

Okay...whoa...I seriously had a mental breakdown earlier today. Talk about emotional! How soon I forgot that it is God's will that should be done not mine. I guess if that's what I'm supposed to do, then that's what I'm supposed to do. I'm just not going to worry about it right now. Right now, it seems kind of pointless to worry about since it ( Read more... )

That's how I feel right now...I'm so overwhelmed I think I might puke. I just got done with my guidance counselor who strongly suggested that I should go to Grad school. No thank you. The thought seriously makes me ill. I don't handle stress well...actually, I just don't handle stress at all. My body just shuts down completely, I get really ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

God's will be done.There was a point in time when I fully believed that God wanted me to come to Western to major in psychology. Well, I still believe that wholeheartedly. This semester though...more than ever I feel as though the information I'm learning is pointless. I don't agree with most of the stuff I read about. Not only that, but as I ( Read more... )

This journal entry is for Craig who has formally made a complaint that my journal is not such a "live" journal. There isn't a whole lot going on in my life...unfortunately. I wish I had more time to do the things I want to do...like be more involved in the Campus House...or volunteer my time somewhere. But isn't that everyone's life story... ( Read more... )

Here I am at college...wahoo. Everything is going very well so far actually. Church was really great today. Charlie has had some wonderful messages. Today, the sermon was on being a servant. That's something I need to work on. I haven't really done much volunteer work for awhile. I just haven't been in a good mood in general at work lately ( Read more... )

Okay...first of all, I would like to say that I've had a wonderful past two days. Yesterday was Landon's birthday and I got off work early, drove to his town, then we drove to St. Louis to a Cardinals game - which they won. Then it was quite the drive back to town last night, but we made it safely back. I had a blast ( Read more... )

Have you ever just wondered what in the world God is doing with a certain situation? Or why He is doing it? Sometimes I just feel like I'm this little girl asking her dad why questions. It's frustrating sometimes. It's not really as frustrating to me not getting an answer but knowing God knows the answer and won't share that answer with me. ( Read more... )

Jealousy…I think that it should be the root of all evil. It’s the most horrible feeling ever. It sucks the life out of you. You want to get rid of it and you try and try….you pray it away and it slowly lurks its way back into your life. Will it ever go away? Is it worth it to feel like this? Is it worth it to gain love, but to gain a horrible ( Read more... )