I don't know what I want. Well, that's not true, I want to stand in the middle of an open space and scream.

Will I always be this socially inept, always treating everyone equally terribly? Having nothing to say to some, and not saying anything (for whatever reason) to the rest?No no no no I am not going to complain anymore. I will keep my shit to ( Read more... )

Okay, my good karma for the week has officially run out. My new haircut is horrible. I look like a Beatle.

I sure wish I could dance!

I need a break from existing. I am so tired from constantly having to be.

Last night I dreamt that I was trying out for the school musical, some Disney thing, and I was going to be the leading female! I could sing and act ( Read more... )

I'm impressed how at the end of this mess I'll have managed a year of elementary school, two years of junior high and four years of high school in CT and I'll have come away without a single close friend.

Oh well. Pie Bill Gates.

Dear Jesus,
I LOVE YOU!
Love,
Sarah

Saturday was the Crash-B sprints at Agganis Arena at Boston U, and it was surprisingly fantastic. Any outsider would look at the crowds of crewies and 60-odd rowing machines in the stadium and say "Okay YOU ARE RACING ON EXERCISE EQUIPMENT ( Read more... )

Eh, fuck it.