it feels like something is living in my chest and trying to get out. It comes and goes.

I bought a new camera today.
fisheye and 28-90 mm lenses included.
be excited, i am.

It's funny how oppurtunities can come from such strange places.
I start a new saturday job with a photographer next weekend. I'll be an assistant, but I'll learn.

We'll make it through this summer, I can feel it.

I filled out my crap for the SAT's.
I wrote a little.
I took a nap.

Drove up to the old ST. V's to take pictures of the sun set, but there was too many clouds. I got a few decent ones though.
I got my bonus check and my paycheck today. it was good times.

I came to a realization today. I know my personality, I know who I am and where I stand. I acted opposite of one of my personality characteristics trying to make everything work out in a positive way. Today I realized that it would have worked out better if I had done my usual.

All the work in making a new journal has ruined my motivation for writing in it.