When you start to forget what you've done... it probably means things are becoming meaningless. I nearly forgot about Friday... So yeah: Friday night S stopped by, we reconciled and we're good again. We ended up at a bash at P's house. I don't know him... he's older... but he seemed amped to have us there. It was nice.. I looked around and realized ( Read more... )

According to S, I let him walk all over me. She gets a big shut the fuck up. I’m sure she thinks she's caring… but coming from her, that statement is utter bullshit ( Read more... )

Tuesday night was hellish. C and I were looking for something to do... while M--with permission--chilled with another girl. C and I end up meeting up with the Jr. boys, leaving our car behind, and swimming at some gorgeous remodeled farm house. It would have been fabulous, had it been our own friends. But these guys weren't cutting it... so C and I ( Read more... )

Saturday... PMS fucked me over. I was so irritated and moody. I went shopping with M and blew too much money. He was being adorable, trying on all the hats in Nordstrom, laughing, rolling his eyes, being my version of perfect... too bad I was bleeding too much to enjoy it ( Read more... )

Thursday night... JA had a huge bash and I brought M. About 200 people crammed into his house... its nice/kinda crazy to see everyone together like that. It was the first time M made a Windsor appearance... until now, he had been just a name. "Here everyone, this is my boyfriend." We come from different worlds, but we make it work and its beautiful ( Read more... )

I can't articulate this feeling. Things in my life seem so... unstable. I thought I liked craziness... but I'm not so sure anymore. I'M LETTING A BOY DO THIS TO ME! A boy. Why am I so afraid of independence? I suck sometimes ( Read more... )

Sunday... the fairytale continued ( Read more... )

So, what now. I feel like everything has become so ordinary... hopefully this is a phase and I'm just being wierd. "This too shall pass ( Read more... )

Rok the Mic was a nice concert... Fabolous, Missy, Busta, 50, and Jay-Z. I guess I've seen better... or maybe it was blah because I don't listen to much rap. The crowd was enormous and tailgating was crazy. We ate at Goldroc afterwards. I got home at 2:30 and had to wake up at 6 for work... shoot me please. I went with D... I've decided that she's ( Read more... )

I fell asleep at work... proof that I need more sleep ( Read more... )