ick, stayed home for the second day in a row today, i feel so icky. that stupid dangly thing in the back of my throat a "ugala" or some other odd name is like swollen, and im gonan like choke on myself, plus i feel achy all over and everything on me hurts. im missing school, which isnt good with this new attendance policy i can only miss 6days and ( Read more... )

omg, so i just got back from this awesome restaurant thing called "reflections" that had kareoke. it was so great. i was so nervous to go up there, and even when i went up wiht my mom i was quiet singing and didnt think i did very well, but i forced myself to go up there and sing "my immortal" before we left, it was scary because i couldnt hear ( Read more... )

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why is it that whenever i think we've passed some hurdle or finally passed through this chilly stage somethign happens to knock it back again. she always screams at me for shutting her out of my life, but no she's doing that job perfectly fine all by her damn self. why does she always have to be so violent and depressing and cynical? why cant she ( Read more... )

i dont know whay i am so ...i dont even know not depressed but...pensive. have you ever been so afraid that you scream and you scream and no sound comes out. i have it happens to me all the time...Those things that happen in that little corner of my world that i dont tell people about, why would i do that after trying to protect them for 12 years ( Read more... )

its like past one in the morning but i cant sleep. i have to wake up in 5 hours to go to the assembly in kissimee but i still cant sleep...i am flippin tired yet....can i sleep? of course not. yesterday was fun, my plans got all scrwed up cuz my dad said that we couldnt go to connections cuz he was taking mom out to some place or others but said ( Read more... )

omg, yea so the second i walked into my house today at 2:30 i called in cuz i wasnt sure what time i had to be at work, and they told me that i was supposed ot be there at 2:30 and i was not happy, so after alot of arguing considering i have no way of getting there, i am going in at 4 to leave only god knows when... god school started again, only ( Read more... )

1)What time is it right now? 4:57 ( Read more... )

01. Tell me something obvious about yourself. i've got blue eyes and big boobs ( Read more... )

i have to go to work at 3:30, yuck. things are kinda blech right now, not as bad as before but my handy dandy numbing mechanism is working just fine. I haven't spoken to george since our big fight, and im not sure if im going to. but....How to you just stop loving someone....just flick it off like a switch...and even if im not "in love with him" i ( Read more... )