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Sofia is now 32 weeks and 5 days old. she is 3 lbs. 6 oz. (1510 grams) and is taking about 28 cc's of milk w/ fortifier and iron. she is still getting caffeine for her respiratory system. she hasn't had apnea in weeks, but she oxygen saturation still goes down once in a while, but shoots right back up in seconds, this usually happens after a ( Read more... )

i dreamt about prof. fineklin. i miss him.. maybe i miss school in general. everything happened so fast, cutting it all really really close.. but i guess i cant really imagine it happening any other way. things really do have a way of working itself out. i am just really really blessed that she's safe where she is and that we were given just enough ( Read more... )

this is interesting when applied to music. i have yet to experiment with this idea to music, or music while on the train, or simply walking down the street. i miss that. i haven't done this in a while. it reminds me of the time i was listening to cornelius in the ny subway and all was synchronized for a whole minute. and 60 seconds is a long time ( Read more... )

i'm not going to do it. i shouldn't put myself in a situation that would defile the purity i seek for myself. and i don't want to feel obliged to go through with this idea just because i decided to entertain the thoughts with this person. i didn't feel anything at that moment. i was there, but i wasn't sure why. i was too disconnected, that not ( Read more... )

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the time has come for me..
i will be using this journal more often now to find myself again.
i must remember who i was and who i want to become so that i may let go of this pain & begin my healing process.

livejournal seem to have a strong tight knit community & i am looking forward to meeting positive people.

breathe.

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i lost the one who has shown me what it felt like to be in love.
but i guess i can say i experienced it, though those moments were always fleeting.
i guess thats love.
i felt happiness
i felt fulfilled
i felt at peace
i felt loved
i felt hope
i felt trust
i felt.
and it was the greatest i ever had with each and every special moments we had together.
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